May 26th, 2009 at 6:19 PM
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And not just for me, but the whole team’s been kinda slow. I finished out at just a little over $250, and ![[info]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif)
Phedrespaz was around $300. That blows, because we need a minimum of $350 a day (average) to stay employeed. Not that we can’t make it up later this period. I’m sure that, when I get back to work on Wednesday night, I’ll more than accomplish the additional $100. And yes, I did say Wednesday night! That means… I TOOK A DAY OFF!
Talk about your rarities. The last time I took a pre-scheduled, accounted for, paid day off that wasn’t a pagan holiday was …. … NEVER. And I’ve been working since I was 14. That’s over 10 years, People! *phew*
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Almost have Sara’s website up and running, will post links once it is. Supposed to be working with Leo on his tomorrow, if I manage to wake my arse up. I’ll post links to those as well. Might as well build a working, functional resume of websites that I’ve built.
Maybe just do Web Design and Resume’s instead of working at a call center. I could probably make enough money to do that without any issues. Hmmm….
Damnit! Forgot to purchase that resume-related domain name! .face/palm.
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So, Luciene was a terd-burglar yesterday. He was very whiny, and even though a fit when his sister pushed him (not shoved, mind you; but gently pushed him) aside. He threw himself to the ground and started crying. … I think he just wanted attention. Big surprise there.. Aside from the whininess, they are doing well.
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May 24th, 2009 at 6:49 PM
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The past few days have beenreally well. Only hallucinated once, imagined that Kayla was wearing a ring when she wasn’t. I vaguely remember that one, but I don’t think it should count since I was half-asleep. Shouldn’t be held accountable for things I do when I’m half asleep, should I? .grin. Oh, if only that were true. Cody might have a few problems with that one, lol.
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May 20th, 2009 at 7:10 PM
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So, it been really hard for me at work lately – I’ve been exhausted all the time. Made sales last night, which is always good.
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Everything is finally coming together, and for some reason I can’t seem to fathom itm the better things get for me, the worse I seem to feel. I do not like this, Sam I Am.
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Kayla seems somewhat better. She brought a kitty in this morning. Is reeeeeeaaaaalllly cute! Might be sicky though, haven’t had the chance for a good inspection. If anyone has any good ideas, I’d love to hear something fun to do with Kayla that will not irk her.
We had some fun last night. My thighs are sore, so it’s been way too long. Something is wrong in my head, because I have felt (gay man warning!) so unattractive lately, and the lack of sex (and sexual desire) has not helped. I think I might be prone to following suit and just not eating.
Speaking of which, drinking has become my self-medication; and it seems to be doing a good job of helping manage my emotions. They’re swinging wildly, so I’ve been mostly keeping to myself and acting happy.
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Saw Star Trek at the Imax – Kayla took me! Great movie.
Sorry, having trouble thinking coherently. Going to put kids to bed and shower now.
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May 17th, 2009 at 3:57 PM
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Last night was Good, I would like to think. Read the rest of this entry »
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May 17th, 2009 at 10:16 AM
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1.) Much Happier now.
2.) With my kids today, taking them swimming later
3.) Naughtiness after the cut
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May 16th, 2009 at 5:55 PM
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iwassuppossedtogoseeStarTrekattheIMAXthisweekendbecuaseitwassomethingthatIhadbeenplanningwithmygirlfriendforquitesometimebutnowI’mnotgoingtobeabletodoitanditmakesmeveryupset.ThereasonImnotgoingislegitbutIstillfeellkiecrapbecauseiwaslookingforwardtothisforlik5months.My(ex)wifetoldmeitwascomingtothevalleyinImaxandthiswasgoingtobemyfirstImaxmovie-Ithouhgtitwouldbebrilliant!-butnowIfeelsoupsetthatmydaysunkintothecrapperandIwenttotakeanapbecauseIwassodepressed.Yea,it’sjustamovie,butsometimesyoujustneedtoletthingsgosandhaveagoodtimebecausepeopleworktomuch.Ithinkthemusicinthebackgroundof”Whereiseverybody?”byNIN.Thelyricsdon’treallyfit,butthemusicjustnailsmyasstothefloorandpinsmethere,holdingupmycoulsforalltosee.
Anyways, that’s how I feel right now. Give me a few hours, and hopefully I will forget, because I honestly don’t want to come off as the selfish prat.
This mini-journal brought to you today by the letters, “ª,” “º,” and “ß.”
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May 15th, 2009 at 3:05 AM
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Today was fun. Got off work after making several last minute sales. YES! Read the rest of this entry »
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May 13th, 2009 at 5:58 AM
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So, slept fairly well today. It was sedated sleep via Alcohol and Medication. Seems that’s the only way I can get any real sleep lately. Not complaining, though – far from it: Sleep is sleep is sleep is sleep, and I’ll take what I can get. Read the rest of this entry »
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May 12th, 2009 at 1:37 PM
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So, the past few days haven’t been too bad at all. Talked to my sister, Stephanie, and she seems to be doing ok. Despite the circumstances, she is confident that everything will turn out great. I’ve always admired her for that. She is undeserving of the BS that she’s going through. As a matter of fact, so is my friend from work, David. He’s going trough a bunch of crap as well. Damn, and so is Phedrespaz… and Tory.
They’re in crappy situations right now, so if you’re pagan, give out the good mojo. If you are Christian/Muslim/Mormon/ or any other monotheistic religion, send prayers please.
Wow. Just realized alot of my friends are going through crappy times. It never really hits until you write it down. .sad.
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Good news, lets move on to good news, shall we? I’ve gone 5 whole days with no hallucinations, and no medications! See what a semi-stress free life does for the crazies?!??! Luciene went all of today without any “accidents,” Amaris was a Snuggle-butt, and I think I’m going to be able to recover all the data from my crashed hard drive! Joined FetLife, special thanks to Bfuldisaster and Phedrespaz for that. It’s the BESTESTSETSETESTESTEST thing evar! Completed my “Portal Website” at Dismalmoron.com. It basically links to all my websites and my profiles at different places. I still have a few to add it, but it’s pretty much done. Put in a little more work on dedjim.com as well – my tribute to the great Dr. McCoy.
Let’s see… Oooooohhhh! Congratulations to MajorXero! He got a freaking promotion! And to Whysper, who finally moved into his own place. (Yes, I am writing it here so that I can refer to it later and read it and remember it. Because I don’t want to show up at Killa’s place like an idjyt.)
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I should be moving into my own place… well, moving my stuff out of Ivy’s (Sara’s) place sometime in late July, or early August at the latest. Yeah Yeah, I know. But it is going to happen this time. She seems to be doing ok on her own. Not great, but good enough that we can do the kids 50/50. Hooray for both our sanity’s sakes, and our happiness.
Kinda sucks though. I can’t talk to most people about it, but I still feel bad. I mean, she is my friend, and sometimes I’m honestly concerned for her. How does one show that, without miscommunicating or offending. It comes off as too caring to my SO (Why the hell do you do that?!?!); or She gets offended (What, I wasn’t good enough to care for while we were married, but now you care? You asshole!). Anyways, I do care, and I just want her to be happy. Bah.
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Ok, that’s enough for one day. My butt is on fire from the salsa I ate this morning. Thought you should know.
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May 9th, 2009 at 5:04 AM
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.wipes forehead. Phew! Today was a long day. My body finally collapsed from exhaustion, and my alarm didn’t go off. It was phenomenal (sarcasm). My phone is headed to the store for an exchange on Monday or Tuesday. Time for backups!
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The bonus of sleeping=I feel rested. The downside? Dreams. I hate these frigging dreams. I wish I could just have a ‘flying dream’ or something else relaxing, but no – not going to happen. Lived to the year 2248, thanks to the modern marvels of medical science. Kayla died of complications related to cancer. Not lung cancer, or laryngeal cancer – nope: It was cervical cancer. It spread to her kidney and her pancreas, then attacked her small intestines. She lived on dialysis for awhile, then began to get a bunch of infections in her lower abdomen. Eventually, a blood clot did her in. Kept up with Sara for awhile, but she died of natural causes at the ripe age of 72. She opted for a “natural” life, and died happy. Luciene married his best friend, Shannon. They had two children – Mariah and Zachary. Amaris died in a car accident. She was on the school bus when a drunk driver t-boned into the bus. The seat in front of her detached when the truck hit them, and it severed a diagonal line from just under the 3rd rib on her left hand side to the upper portion of her right hip. They administered narcotics, but when they got there and used the Jaws to release her, she immediately died. She was 14. It tore the family apart. Luciene took it worst. He got into drugs, dropped school, and filed for emancipation from both his mother and I. He didn’t win the battle, and later on he apologized. It was very difficult for everyone. He came to and dealt with it eventually.
.sigh. Needless to say, I hate sleeping. This is all I can really get out while on my lunch. Guess I’ll priv-a-post it later.
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Thanks for listening. Other than the dreams; it was a great day. Really wanted to talk to someone, but the people I talk to were a little busy. It happens. .shrug. Guess that’s why I blog, right?
.grin. Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming…
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Watched the first three episodes of Firefly today. I am addicted. Oh how I love thee, Kaylee.
Delicious
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You’ll note: No links, and no SEO today. Laziness run amok. Night peoples.
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