I have a headache….
Today I am forced to reflect.
My children’s laughter gives me motivation to get out of bed in the morning. Luciene usually plays just loud enough to encourage his sister, who screams with giddiness and is full of happy. I took them downstairs and played with them, we watched PBS this morning. I’m happy it came in. Eating cereal and enjoying our company was wonderful.
I am very worried about Kayla. She has given everything up, and is over-worked and over-stressed. Verizon is still sucking her soul out through their fluorescent lights, and she has no money, and she owes bills, all because of me.
I still honestly think that the best bet to get this entire situation under control is to take the option with Tarl and Megan until disability comes in. That will allow catching up on bills, stability for income, and security for a house. Unfortunately, I highly doubt Kayla would take the offer. I bring it up to her, and it never really gets discussed between us.
I keep trying to talk with Killa, but it seems that fate does not have it in her cards anytime soon. That’s ok, so long as we keep trying. I refuse to lose her again. Ever.
DriveTime has been working with me about my car. They’ve offered to abstain from action for as long as they can; and will push back my payments that are due, attaching them to the end of my contract, so long as I begin to pay them again when my disability comes in.
My friend, Erica, has a website up now. I like it so far, and I hope that it will continue to develop in the manner of which it has started.
That is all for now.